It doesn’t make sense. I’m tired and sleepy but can’t fall asleep. Ugh!
Quiet and still in the house. Well not counting tinnitus. But nice snd chill. Still have yard work to do today and would like make an effort on rangling the mess a bit. But I have feeling the 3 ring tornado will win. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll get to practice today?
Why is it so difficult to sleep. Well, my body wakes up too soon to pee, burdens and fears of life creep into dreams and with their toxic views shake back to reality to protect me from my own worries.
I wake on high alert with my heart racing. Slow to calm I grab my device to reconnect with real world which re-engages my fears and burdens of life, boring me back to sleep.